The kids have started school. Tea's doing good, although I'm worried about her being on dance team. Physically it's wearing her down. She feels like she can't keep up and she's not having fun. It was supposed to be a fun thing for her to do. We're wondering if maybe it would be better for her alternate to take her spot. I'm proud of Matthew for how well he's done. At Open House, he had a meltdown that took 20 minutes to get him calmed down enough to get him among people. It took us an hour total to actually get down with the open house that night. But he loves riding the bus, loves school, just seems to love everything.
I kind of wonder how long I'm going to be working. I can't manage to use complete sentences to hold conversations with other people. Today guests were finishing my sentences for me because I couldn't form words. That's not exactly how I want work to go. I'm thinking that maybe Target is more spectacular to shop at than it is to work at. Maybe I just shouldn't be working anywhere, even part time. Maybe I should just accept that my brain doesn't work like a normal person's and I will not be able to do things the same way again.
