Struggling, Tuesday, June 10, 2014

I'm really struggling right now. I'm depressed. I feel like a failure as a mother because I'm not enjoying being a mother. I just wish everything would change. I talked to my psychiatrist today and he's changing around some meds to try and help me feel better. God, I hope it works. I can't take much more of this. Being a mother especially right now is driving me insane. I can't keep up with anything. The house is driving me crazy, too. I feel so much guilt and anxiety. It's so hard to describe these feelings to anybody with any clarity. Nobody has any idea what I'm going through. I can't even express my thoughts here with enough clarity that I want.