Well, I'm smoking again, too. I have been for several days now. This stress is just all too much.
I was talking to Tea on the way home from dance last night, and she was telling me how Ms. Peer made her cry in math class, and how she doesn't like to talk about it. She also told me how her friend said she (Tea) needed to go on her anti-anxiety meds again. Tea said she didn't want to come to me with any of her problems because we've got so much to deal with, with Bryan. I told her that just because I have a lot going on with one child doesn't mean I still don't have plenty open for another child. So we got it straightened out that Tea is now taking her anti-anxiety meds again for at least a few months, and I made her an appointment to see her old therapist. Her therapist will decide how often she needs to see her.
Matthew is definitely keeping me on my toes, too. Today he pushed the screen out of the front window and escaped while I was upstairs getting dressed. I swear I'm getting silver hairs because of that kid.
My therapist asked me today when I have time to do something for me. So, this blog is what I'm doing for me today. Well, besides seeing my therapist (where I talked mainly about my family) and my psychiatric nurse. I'd like to buy some paints and canvases and brushes and get started on creating some art, but I'm busy with OA step study, and I feel like I shouldn't be concentrating on doing too much at a time.
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