I've started looking into daycares for Matthew, and I've even started looking into getting a job for myself. I'm not sure what I could do, but I feel like I need to get away from all of this. A big part of me still thinks about leaving Nick. Like maybe once Bryan is working and moves out of the house it would be safe to take the other two kids and leave. I don't know.
I'm trying to get Matthew signed up for six weeks of summer school. It would probably be in the mornings; I'm not real sure on the details yet. I just know that if I can't afford daycare, I need to get him involved in something. Otherwise this is going to be a very long summer.
I'm really hoping that Bryan can get in at SMC this summer and start saving some money. It would be ideal if he could get a roomie and move out and be his own independent man. But he has to save the money to do that first. I just feel bad because whenever he gets money, he blows it on soda and junk food. The kid has no idea how to save. And it's not like we're great savers.
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