Bryan's grade in English 12 went from a 39% up to a 58.5%. A drastic difference, but still not quite good enough to graduate. He has until the end of the week to pull it up to over a 60% so he can get his diploma. He has one missing assignment, two assignments that are at zeros, and ten assignments that they're doing this week in class (four of which he is done with). If he can get all of those done, he stands a real fighting chance. I'm nervous, but I have real faith that he can do this. Another thing that has to be taken care of is paying back the school for the college courses that Bryan failed. I really want to see that kid make it.
My anxiety has been at one of it's all-time highs. Between the mortgage and Bryan, I feel like I'm in a constant state of panic. Plus, I never know when Nick's going to fly off the handle, and I hate walking on eggshells. I keep wondering if I'm doing the right thing by trying to get this mortgage paid down, or if I should just take the extra money I'm throwing on it and put it aside toward moving out. I feel like WF is going to foreclose on us anyway and shit will really hit the fan. Shouldn't I have a back up in place? But I know that Nick would use my bipolar disorder against me and say that I'm an unfit mother, and then Tea would get placed in the middle of all of it, and I want to avoid that if I can. Just lots of thoughts here. I can't make up my mind.
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