I can feel myself sliding down into that spring...not so much depression...hate for life. I want to give up. Everything seems just overwhelming and I don't want to do it anymore. And I've got way too much to do to feel this way. Tonight I worked on Bryan's graduation stuff for a few hours. I got all the party announcements that I have addressed and ready to go out; I'm still waiting for the other 50 I ordered to come in the mail so I can address them. I have 11 more commencement announcements to put together and address, but I did about seven tonight, and that was enough along with the party announcements.
I just don't want to do any of this. I want to sit in my room, curled up in bed, and cry and sleep. I want someone else to take care of my family and chase after my kids and referee the fights that go on here. I don't even want to write anymore.
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