Friday, September 26, 2014

I am having a perilously hard day today. I feel mean and depressed at the same time. I'm sick of these dogs all over me all the time. I feel impatient with Matthew and his crabbiness. I know that his moods reflect my own (they always have), and that I need to calm down in order for him to calm down, but I just can't manage it. I'm tired of my house being a total pigsty, but I have no desire to do anything to change it. I can't tell you how long it's been since anything has been vacuumed. And the living room table hasn't been cleaned off in God knows how long. I'm just sick of it all. It makes me growl.