Friday, September 5, 2014

It was horrifying putting Reeses down. It was just so sad. They did it in the most humane way possible, but it was like watching a family member die. He was with us for 13 years. It was awful. If you can't tell, I'm really grieving today. Yesterday I came in and saw Jasper at the water bowl and thought it was Reeses. I keep walking into the laundry room and being careful so that I won't step in pee. It hasn't dawned on me yet that I don't have to be careful anymore. I went into Bryan's room today and there was Brock laying on the bed, but no Reeses. It just broke my heart. I'm so sad. I feel so guilty. I feel like, he was a family member, and you wouldn't just get rid of a family member for having problems with their potty issues, so why did I do so? Oh, I'm just heartbroken.