I have had one hell of a time working my program over the weekend. There's something to be said for staying at home and being in your own home to eat. I've had so much soda and junk food. We went to Sammy's last night for Nick's birthday dinner, and since I don't like their pizza, I got ravioli. There was enough for two people and I ate it all! I'm so disgusted with myself. I can't wait to just start new and try to make a plan for eating. Three meals a day, one day at a time. That's how I'm going to try to work things.
I really like the sponsor that I'm working with. She takes me really deep into the work and makes sure I understand what we're doing. I love it. It's like having homework again, which I loved in college. So I am excited to have a sponsor who gives me homework. I miss school. I miss doing homework.
Since you miss school......how about taking just one class? You have a flare for writing and seem to enjoy it. Maybe a class along those lines. No, people cannot feel what you do and when you feel this way it does make our hearts go out to you and really what you have to struggle with on a daily basis. Not in pity either.......in admiration and awe of what a strong and capable woman you really are. I wish we lived closer to each other. Also......we need a sister weekend soon <3 I love you Manga-Michael
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