Sometimes, well, quite often, I feel like I'm really bad at this whole adulting thing. I can't seem to score very high points in mothering, and wifery is just sucky. I guess it's just a down day today.
Bryan told me he doesn't like his family, meaning the other four of us who live in the house. He thinks we yell and whine and we're too chaotic. Trust me, I know how he feels, and I know the feeling of not liking it, and I know all too well the feeling of wanting to escape. It just makes me feel very sad for him. I really need for him to do his parts, though, and go to school, attend his college classes, and get a regular job, if he ever thinks he's going to be able to move out and make it on his own. Otherwise he's kind of stuck here.
My food has been going terribly. I'm eating constantly, and I had a brownie tonight. I think I'm going to cave and have another brownie, too. My huge trigger food. I knew I shouldn't have brought them into the house.
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