Feeling like a super mommy failure today. Matthew has been so much to handle these past two days. Today I know it's because he's just so overtired. He went to bed way too late last night and woke up too early for how late he went to bed. Right now it's 7:30 and he's crashed on the living room floor. I suppose I'll have to carry him up to his room in a little bit, but for now I'm enjoying the peace and quiet. I just can't keep up with him, and I'm going to start calling around to day cares to see where I can get him in (the sooner the better).
We're trusting Bryan with the car tomorrow to go to his college class and then make it to school. He also has a meeting with the work force lady after school at the library to fill out applications. Here's hoping something turns out for him. I know he's frustrated right now, but we're also frustrated with him. He has no sense of direction at this time, and he needs to start thinking about what it means to be an adult. I know this is a scary time to him, but it's scary for us, too, to think that he doesn't have an idea about what he'll be doing.
Tea's going to be trying out for cheerleading in the coming weeks. She seems pretty excited about it. I'm trying not to push her too hard, but I really want this for her. I know that I've forced her into doing things that I wanted for myself (like dance), and cheerleading is one of those things. I probably have overly high expectations for her.
I need to finish up a scrapbook I'm making on Shutterfly. I think that's going to be my goal tonight while Tea's at dance. This is her long night, so it gives me plenty of time to mess around with the book. Hopefully I can get it done, because I'll be ordering a 45 page book next Wednesday, then I'll have another two books to order if I can get this one done.
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