I want to be the kind of mother that my kids can be proud of. It's hard, though, when I get intrusive thoughts where I sometimes think about hurting my kids. It's nothing I'd ever act on, but it's disturbing to even have the thoughts. It's part of the reason I'm in IOP and therapy.
I had intrusive thoughts after having Tea, but it was nothing that I ever dealt with. The thoughts with her, though, were so extreme that I was afraid that I was going to act on them. These thoughts aren't like that, but having thoughts like that before make me afraid for that again. I don't want to go back to being so afraid.
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