Regions Ramblings, Thursday, May 1, 2014

Here I am, in the hospital. I'm going to be starting ECT in the morning. I figured I'd better start writing everything down in case my memory goes again.

I need to remember that I promised to text Leah when I get out of the hospital. Our friendship has really been put on the back burner since she started working.

I've been depressed for so long, I forget what true happiness feels like. I hope to know again soon. That's the reason I came into the hsopital. I know I had to get better - that things had to be better.

Nick hasn't been to see me yet. He hasn't even called tonight. I figured he would've called after getting Matthew. I know he's going to be overwhelmed with doing everything himself these next few days. But I still need him, too.