I was in a relatively calm mood today. I read something on Tea's binder last night that went something like this:
"The beginning is always uncomfortable; you have to work your way through it."
It made me think that maybe I'm just in an uncomfortable phase of where I'm at in IOP. I'm not ready to open up and be part of the group yet. My meds aren't stable. I don't want to be there. It's something new. So when I met with the psychiatrist today I made my feelings known that I wasn't happy with my meds and I wasn't happy being there. He said he doesn't want to put me back into a hospital setting to get my meds straightened out and he'd rather work with me in the IOP setting. I've decided to give it another two weeks and revisit how I'm feeling then.
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