I'm having a hard day today. I'm very sad and weepy. I've been sleeping all day. I have a lot of anxiety over who's taking care of Matthew. I wish that Nick would come to visit and set my mind at east. I hate not being in control. I think we're getting to the point where I'm starting to feel like the crazy person locked up in the loony bin.
LATER
I feel a little better after talking to Nick. He talked to Robin this morning and made it clear that we want Matthew with her. From the time I was pregnant with Matthew, it's been set up that should I ever go in the hospital, Matthew would stay with her. I did end up asking for something for anxiety, because I'm just not as down as I need to be. I won't be fully relieved until I know Matthew is safe with Robin.
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